Hello world. I’m not in an awesome mood right now.
Cause I’m in the midst of thinking about some stuffs. Hoho.
Anyway,prom passed last night! (:
Photos are all at facebook!
And still waiting for some to upload.
I did my nails today, for the first time! ^.^V
I’ve got little flowers on them,heee!
I kinda liked the process,except for the drying part,it was so lonnggggg.
I’m excited about tomorrow, cause its PAY DAY!!!! for dap and I.
Can’t wait,better not tell me they ran outta cash at the last minute.
Go fuck crazy.
There are like many things going through my mind now.
Like I was talking to Dap about it, sometimes I dont know what I’m doing wrong at my job.
I mean, I’m always getting EE/ME in my cards,but no one ever fills up the blanks at the back.
Isit because they’re lazy,or b’cus there wasn’t anything worth complimenting about?
I was pretty discouraged when I saw ME…cause.
I dont know what went wrong.
I’m doing what I’ve been asked to do, so what is it?
And then there’s the stayover,I swear I’m talking nicely, and politely.
But,it’s still no no no. No,I shall try again later.
I dont know, suddenly irritated about everything.
Friends. Friends. Friends.
November 20, 2009
Hahahah, four years of secondary school.
Passed with a flash.
And other than the books,teachers,and all the shit loads of events.
Friends occupy a pretty significant amount in sec school life.
So…..Im talking about them today.
Over the years, I had friends change, I dont think I can remember many good friends that lasted for 4 years.
Maybe except, kendy,tobin and shirlene. Considering the possibility of communicating.
Wouldn’t deny that the reason for friends change,was my fault.
So while I was making changes,these friends couldn’t stay with me.
So sometimes,it does suck that we cant change classes every single year.
Like a refreshment kinda stuff. :/
So school was ………… for the first two years.
Ah,then there were changes in my third year. Whole new class of people.
Feeling was amazing,even though I had some bias views on certain people.
But guess what,to hell with the damned bias view,in the end one of those people became the love of my life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ^.^ (♥)
The four girls,the four dear girls in my life,didn’t come just like that.
They came to me as I progressed over the years,like gifts.
Hahahah,sounds weird.
Nah,we dont love each other like ALL THE TIME.
There are times where we get irritated,and we really feel like slapping the shit out of each other.
Like somethings we do,or somethings we say,etc
We dont have to literally say it out loud,but I can feel it when I angered someone. (heh)
It happens! But we all get over it,really soon.
We forgive,and of course we try to forget.
We’re not so perfect you and I, but we try,we all try.
For the sake of great friendships. (YAY!)
Girls,
You all must must must know,that you girls are so important to me.
Cause you bring me through so many things in life,and you bring to me so much joy.
Not individually…but these are times each of you bring to me that I remember most fondly.
You bring my through my toughest times, you give my energy boosts when Im outta confidence.
You tell me that I will conquer each challenge. You give me huge bear hugs.
You let me cry, you encourage me, you are never selfish with your stuff with me.
You know when I need a secret to remain as a secret.
You keep in mind my curfew,you never forget about me.
You offer a helping hand when you know I need to get something done by today.
You tell me the truth. Or you hide the truth for various reasons,but you dont lie.
You give me wonderful gifts,cards and notes.
You know each of you are more beautiful and pretty than I am, but you try never to make me feel inferior.
And that’s almost awesome. You never leave me in a lurch.
You tell me things first hand,you dont leave me to find out later on my own.
You are angry and upset because of me,because you do regard me with importance.
Even though we have different likes and obsessions.
Even though Im not fitted for every event attended, I appreciate the thought (:
You give me beautiful experiences. You teach me so many many many new stuff.
****
I mean dont you guys out there ever wonder how you found out about all the stuffs in the world?
Come’n! I never knew about hair conditioner, I never knew there was a need for make up base.
I never knew there were fake lashes, I never knew that tampons existed.
I never knew about blah blah brands,and how to differentiate them.
I never knew that hair was a thing with huge variety.
Oh! And I never knew what a toner was for. Hahahahahah!
Walao,I sound like I stay at the mountain top in the tents. 
*****
So as I approach the end of my secondary school,I would take the chance.
To apologise,
I’m sorry for the times I wasn’t considerate about your feelings.
I’m sorry for the times I got mad easily.
I’m sorry for the times I’ve got angry and said mean things.
I’m sorry for the times I’ve spoken behind your back.
I’m sorry for the times that I’ve made you angry.
I’m sorry for the times I’ve forgotten about your important dates.
I’m sorry for the times I appear unconcerned.
I’m terribly sorry for the times when I’m down and you had to suffer.
I’m sorry for the times I allow a misunderstanding to carry on w/o trying to clear it up.
I’m sorry for the times I let my ego stand in the way and not accept your apology even though I knew you were sincere.
Even though,few years down the road,we wouldn’t be as close as we were now.
But it’s okay,we can just all remember the fond times we had.
And I THANK YOU GIRLS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH
for all the slightest things you’ve ever done for me. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I LOVE Y’ALL! (MWACKS!)
Okay,Im done! Bye.
Yesterday was work.
Today is work.
Tomorrow,and the follow few days will be work.
It doesn’t sucks to work, it just sucks to have fucked up A.Ts and having to ensure number 1 service 24/7.
I’ve lost touched, today I’ll need chances.
And I’ll need to do as well as I did back then.
Hmmm.
(L)
November 14, 2009
Hello!
I visited the new mall at farrer park today,haha.
Big coincidence anyway,just when I was wondering where to head to.
Some petite girl in fairy costume passed me a brochure in a form of a flower. ^.^
It’s pretty big,but not many shops are readily opened for buisness.
Everything will reach it’s given period, and as everything has a new beginning.
We all just hope for the best,only,the best.
Goodbye.
Sentosa!
November 13, 2009
It was raining,it was pouring,the sunshine wasn’t shining! ^.^
But I think most of us still felt quite fine!
There are photos from today!
Bye~
Protected: That’s why I told you.
November 12, 2009
Just a simple update (:
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I went to attend the Singapore Hits Awarsd last night,super good experience.
Hahaha! Pretty fun,at the end of it was walking a long distance with the never ending flow of cars.
And I was enjoying myself reciting the bible.
Ahahahah! Gonna show you some photos,oh,but you can check out the star’s photos at Wanxian’s blog.
They all look so damn goodddddddddddd and starry!
Perfect skin,face,voice,beautiful clothes.
OH YA YA YA! One bunch of crazy fans surrounding all of us.
Today,went shopping! (: Got a few loots,I’m pretty satisfied.
But I still got a few more on my checklist,gonna go look for it real soon (:
It was fun,we were all going crazy bout the stuffs in here and here.
I saw a pair of pumps, one of a kind! Ahhhhhhhh.
It’s okay,there’ll be other times,so much more of time! ^.^v
(I forgot when.)
Byebye~ Soon!
